Well.. I can honestly say I'd almost forgotten about this wonderful little website... My last journal entry was when I was still with Jono... on 8th December 2003... That part of my life is over.. thank god... turns out he cheated on me anyway! Apparently a few people knew about it and didn't bother to tell me... so thanks! I'm much happier now though.. after we broke up I saw one guy who I guess I can say was a rebound, and he used me for the same thing... we had fun for a while, then after that ended I saw a really good friend of mine for a very brief few weeks... that didn't really end badly, but it did make things very awkward and I regret to say I took the gamble and lost a friend in the process.. looking back I dont think either of us would do it again, I kinda miss his friendship and conversations... Now I'm with a beautiful man, his name is Matt and we've been together since June 2005, we met at work, and to be honest we didn't get along much at first, then we became friends, I think we both had intentions of it going further, and let's just say he won my heart! He treats me so much better than anyone else ever has, and I just feel so happy with him, we don't see each other as often as I'd like, he is a baker so the only time I really get to see him is when I've finished work, until he has to go to bed. So Saturday nights and Sundays are precious! That will be changing soon though, we intend to move out at the end of the year together.. Have bought all the random household stuff, have most of the essentials, like toasters and kettles, plates, cups etc.. now it's only the bigger stuff like fridge, washer, dryer, freezer.. and we probably would have it all but nowhere to store it! I'll more than likely be buying a nice new bed aswell as a nice table and chairs etc... Uhm.. on the work front, I quit my job at the bakery, I loved that job, it was so easy and fun.. but the people I was working for ruined it... the not getting paid on time and lack of payslips and normal rosters sort of did my head in and something little made my mind up! Now I sell mobile phones, it's not the best job in the world, but I get to learn new things all the time, about new networks, new phones, new internet ideas, the best part is playing with phones all day, it's great... worst part is getting a phone back from a repair centre stating it's liquid damaged and then having to let the customer know.. I know how horrible they feel because it's happened to me! Or you get the ones who argue and say it's never ever been near any form of liquid what so ever... Which makes it hard, because you don't want to upset them... but sometimes the truth hurts.. anyway, I intend to post some more deviations on here as soon as I get some inspiration... I do have a drawing I did last week, but it's too big for my scanner and my camera is shit! Hopefully when I move out I'll have a room dedicated just for me to chill out and get creative in, be it drawing, painting... whatever! I can't wait! So yeah, don't hold your breath, but keep checking back..

Anyway I think that's enough from me.. I'll be checking up on the people I used to stalk and seeing what they've been up to these last couple years!

♥much love♥
-Nicole-